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My last week

This is my last week and im still not prepare for ns in anyway, been busy doing the prop for CCWO easter.

There is one most important things which i haven do was to dig out my enlistment letter. And i haven done my packing list and stuff. Oh my... i wonder how?? There is many things which was left untouch, how even can i unfold them. For i can trust God for everything. My vision in ns was to grow spiritually and physically in Christ. My mission was God commandment. For i can do anything through Christ who strengthens me.

God have been good to me all these months and day before i enlist. Thank God for everything which i dont deserve. This week will be a busy week, hardly even online.

Today is april fool day, cant imagine i was been trick by luzerne... argghh, its been a long time since i play april fool, haha=) diao... its okay. All those becareful, its april fool!! the fools are on their way!! haha=)

Good nitez... blessed day!!=)

posted by hockcai @ 9:03 AM 0 Comments

How deep is the Father love for us

Psalm 115:1

Not to us, O Lord, not to us, but to your name give glory, for the sake of your steadfast love and your faithfulness.

Thank God for yesterday=) thank God for everything, even bless us on street e. Witnessing 2 china girl and thank God for their salvation. Thank God for a blessed time yesterday...



How deep is the Father's love for us


How deep is the Father love for us
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure


How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory


Behold the man upon a cross
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking vioce
Call out among the scoffers


It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His drying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished


I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But i will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection


Why should i gain from his reward
I cannot give an answer
But this i know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom
(2X)



Mediate this songs. there are many meaning behide it. Amen. Thank God for you. Love ya=)

posted by hockcai @ 8:00 PM 0 Comments

Comparison

Life without comparison will give you more joy!!

Thank God for teaching me how to put aside comparison. Man have the habit of comparing, which either make you happy or sad... And normally you start to compare, you will start to be sad, angry, etc... We should be thankful for we know the truth, for the truth shall set you free. Manytime we should be contented, however we are not. For we know that Christ is our all in all, and just alone in Christ you find love, peace and etc... and in Christ is everlasting!! shouldnt we rejoice and be contented?? however once you comparison was in your thought, nothing is satisfied. For i thank God after so long, i learn to quietly shut down my comparison, and just look upon Christ for Him alone can overflow my heart with joy, love and etc.

Psalm 103

posted by hockcai @ 8:46 PM 0 Comments

WHY!!

This is so true, we are too quick to look up and ask why!!

...and you question God -'Why me?'....always look at the bigger picture...

A day without the Lord - Is a day wasted.

posted by hockcai @ 9:45 AM 0 Comments

Thank God!!

Taking things too lightly, or even taking things for granted??

Path doesnt always go so smoothly and so brightly for you to see, for you must know for one thing is that is someone who brighten the path together with you in your time of darkness=)

Thank God for today or even this few days, the Lord speak to me and really reflected in heart.
The Lord teaches this important lesson which i have learn, we must know that we came to earth with nothing and through His grace, He given us abundancely which we do not deserve. Many time we took for granted, He can give us and He can also take back. The Lord have bless me and keep blessing me. And there is nothing that i can do but to accept which i dont deserve.

Many times we took it for granted and when He take it back, we regreted!! The feeling is worst than when you didnt have it at all. And you start to hate yourself for that. Thank God who show mercy and thank God that He always answer our pray in His time and grace. Thank God for today, turst in Him and pray faithfully. He answer many pray and teaches me to pray. Thank God for even i met quite a few ppl today. I went to tecman today and spend very long inside. Haha. Thank God for his guidance in buying bible and stuff and i had a membership for free. After that i took a bus back home, while waiting for few ppl to reply saying i have a blender. thank God melody house have one. In the bus, i sat behide glenda and final know that its her, she alighted. So i called her. haha=) after that when im on my way to mrt to melody house, i met my daddi and chat awhile den got to go le. Thank God for such timing and planned everything out so smoothly. While walking, i meet oktanto after the mrt to aunty betty house. Haha. Got a good chat too and thank God for letting me meet them. After taking blender at aunty betty house, i went down and a moment i saw por walking toward anuty betty house. haha=) Thank God for letting me saw so many ppl just a short hour. Thank God for all this thing and for such a lovely day... im going to visit david with some youth.. haha=) and i will be seeing more ppl. Thank God for such a wonderful day. its only half of the story... anyway overall Thank God for Him. A great God i can depend totally on Him alone.

Remember once again, we must know that God provided all and if we misuse it, He have the right to take it away from us which only make you regret and sad so reflect upon yourself and ask God for His guidance.

posted by hockcai @ 3:31 AM 0 Comments

When you shepherd me, with LOVE!!=)

WHEN YOU SHEPHERD ME

When you shepherd me
I have everything that i need
When you make me rest
Beside a peaceful stream

My soul is restored
My strength is renewed
When you shepherd me

When you shepherd me
Your rod and staff comfort me
As you guide my steps
I can trust your lead

Even when i walk
Through the valley shadowed with death
I will not fear for You are with me

I am overwhelmed by love
Overtaken by your mercy
Lord your goodness without end
Will be the house in which i dwell

When you shepherd me
You prepare a bountiful feast
Even when my enemies
Are closing in on me

You anoint me with oil
My cup overflows
When you shepherd me



1 Corinthians 13:4
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud... It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

posted by hockcai @ 9:30 AM 0 Comments

A one added to my year and which mean a year toward an adult. A year closer to face new and more challenge. A time of trials and new problem will be face. 365 days goes fast and it has been my 6953 days on earth when I first came out of my mom womb. God gave me life and has this life wasted many days on earth. Many thoughts and many things came unto my mind which likes going to be burst soon. I feel the weight on my shoulders which make me feel over weight and will I be able to lift it up. For mine strength is not up to the standard. I fear and I always choose to avoid and did not even want to think about it. Sometimes in life, mood does change a lot and its go about quickly and not lasting. Decision made and it really regretful which cause hurt and pain. There is nothing can remove that scar away, it has remain as a mark which left to be a reminded in life. Life just went off as fast as wind blow. There is nothing you can do, not even in your control, further more not in your strength. No thing can give you peace in your heart, there is nothing you can be content. Where can I find true and lasting love? When will I feel grateful? Who can be truthful and give me everything? How hateful life was?

Someone is willing to come to earth, just to finish or complete something and especially for you. Someone does something which used all and everything with love, just to forgive you and save you from all your wicked deeds. Who is that someone? It is Christ Jesus, the Lord and our Savior. Through Him, we can have a relationship with our Heavenly Father, He make a way out for us in trial or testing our faith. He done everything and bless you everything. Felt blessed and loved? A love cannot be replaced and a love which you do not deserve it. Do you hate yourself for you can do nothing? It is finished and there is nothing you can do, not a single bit but to thank Him.

For I know, all things which are impossible but with Him are possible. You can have true love and true life in Christ. You will be contented and He is yours everything. He will light your path when its dark and His arm are far wider than the sky and His love is far deeper than the sea. There is nothing, nothing I can do. His love for me over flowed. The greatest love I had ever received and I hate myself. Restore me, O Lord.




Do not be afraid; only believe.
Mark 5:36


Yet indeed I also count all things loss for the excellence of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them as rubbish, that I may gain Christ.
Philippians 3:8


A man's heart plans his way, but the LORD directs his steps.
Proverbs 16:9


The LORD bless you and keep you; The LORD make His face shine upon you, and be gracious to you; The LORD lift up His countenance upon you, and give you peace.
Numbers 6:24-26

posted by hockcai @ 7:59 AM 0 Comments

This Weekend

Thank God for fri,
its been a great blessing in youth worship and to even come along side with malcolm and jessie with few others... Thank God for all those who are serving/ praying and together with many ppl within the age group... thank God for worship too=) thank God for the prayer after youth... and also the fellowship with each other...

Thank God for sat,
Thank God for the youth discussion and prayer, even having lunch together... Thank God for the time of celebrate with my sec fren, its been quite awhile... Thank God for this time... Thank God for even two of them were in police too and how its like in there, fear and many things occur. Thank God for this verse from Hanniel
"When I am afraid, I will trust in you."
Psalm 56:3

this verse really encouraged me. Thank God for you are in me=)

Thank God for this verse from Catherine
When I said, My foot slippeth, thy mercy, O LORD, held me up.
In the multitude of my thoughts within me thy comforts delight my soul.

this verse really encouraged me too. Thank God for both hanniel and catherine

Trust in the LORD, and do good;
Dwell in the land, and feed on His faithfulness.

Delight yourself also in the LORD,
And He shall give you the desires of your heart.

Commit your way to the LORD,
Trust also in Him,
And He shall bring it to pass.
Psalm 37: 3-5

Thank God for who you are=)

posted by hockcai @ 10:42 AM 0 Comments

this week

Thank God for this Week

Thank God for tue,
Visiting David in NUH, had a great time keep praying for him...
Amelia and i took cab down to NUH, as we were we quite late but when we got there, James and Mimi was not there, so we try to talk and pray for him. So when they reach, they ask the same question as wad we asked just now... haha=) its so funny... and the both of us went down to airport by cab...

Sending Uncle Kay Hong and his family...
after sending them, jiahao, amelia and i went to eat Duck rick at 2300hrs and we reach the bus terminal 3 at 0000hrs and the last bus for 24 is 2330hrs. So i went to take the bus together with them and reaches terminal 2, and saw bus 24. So i told the driver to wait for me first as i go down check first. When i reach 24, i saw the no drvier is inside and awhile more the bus i took just now went off without me. Thank God when the driver come, its say that it the last bus and i went to check the board the last bus was 0005hrs now the time at that time was 0018hrs. Thank God for everything cos when i reach tahah merah, theres bus 14 and i tot the last bus was 0055hrs but it was 2355hrs. Thank God theres only a taix at the stand. Thank God for today...

Thank God for wed,
Surprise Ruth, and celebrate her birthday=) the most funny one is to eat the bao... Thank God we had a great time of fellowship with Malcolm, Jessie, Jean, Ruth, Amelia, Siqian, Chiawen, Mimi, Catherine, Abigail and myself=)

Thank God for thur,
Thank God for street e, Thank God for every week the pair up... Everytime i learn something and was very encouraged... Thank God for last night, really wanted to share, thank God for the first one, its was really God plan... Thank God i nv pushed, cos i know He will work in His way=) and also the second and third one... Thank God for this 3 differnt ppl which really teach me alot, its time for me to step out to share... After tat, had a wonderful fellowship with Malcolm, Jessie, Dawn, Mimi, Cassandra, Jiahao, Ryan and me...

This week, i started psalm and proverb and its wasnt easy for me as i starting to read super slow... but i want Thank God for the consistan reading everyday... Thank God for His teaching, showing... Thank God for Him, i wasnt very encourage lately and i think yesterday was down with small fever=( thank God, im better now=) thank God for this week and many weeks gone thru before NS... Lastly, i want Thank God for His GOODNESS!!

posted by hockcai @ 8:01 PM 0 Comments

pray

Thank God!! was thankful by how He work... He work in ways that we cannot see... thank God!!

God always been a blessing to me=) giving me the liberty to pray, answering my pray in His time and strengthen and closer to Him each time.

Prayer is not just simply talking to God.
But with a believing heart and faith.
Prayer give you everything but most importantly prayer draw us closer to God and have a better relationship with God!!=) Growth in Him better everyday and to see how God work!!=)
Praise and Give thank and glory to Him=]


God has always been good to me=)
Good Nitez!!

posted by hockcai @ 11:15 AM 0 Comments

Today!!

Everyday of life!!

cloud gather from bright to dark
showering quicker than flash
dripping down like snow
frezzing out and warming from inside out

focus and surrender
falling and fell
failed and discouraged
forget and realised

loved by bro and sis
encouraged by verses
delight with song of praises
blessing to pray

the greatest love
the greatest joy
the greatest comfort
the greatest gift

the love of God
the encouragement from God
the healing of strength and power
the victory in Christ

praise God for the time spend with Him
reading the word of God
meditate upon the word
personal time with Him by pray

the power of worship
the power of words
the power of pray
the power of God


Psalm94:
18 When I said, My foot slippeth, thy mercy, O LORD, held me up
19 In the multitude of my thoughts within me thy comforts delight my soul

the Love of the Cross
All because of our sin and God love us who send his son Jesus Christ to died for us, He remember you and me. Believe that He had done it all and all for you. Every sin is to be held and responsible for it. Repent and ask for His forgiveness.

A day of meditation, thinking and praising God!!

posted by hockcai @ 10:53 AM 0 Comments

new stages of butterfly!!~

thank God my cocoon turn into butterfly yesterday and today...

yeah, they are lovely, small yellow butterfly...
guess the leaf they ate is not much due to too many lousy leaf... haiz
anotherwise it will be a big butterfly...
Life is like butterfly....

Egg stage
when we come into this world, into our mother womb and growing inside each day and soon it become

Capterpillar stage
we sinned against God, the leaf is like sin which we can nv set apart from... and when we accept Christ into our life,

Cocoon stage
now we can set apart from sin, where we need not to eat the leaf. Holy spirit mold and shape us and change us from inside out

Butterfly stage
where we are made complete and flying to heaven to meet our Father

Isnt it as beautiful as a butterfly??
Life is joyful with God!!

posted by hockcai @ 7:51 PM 0 Comments

this week!!

Thank God for another week, time passes by and its already 7 March,



thank God for mimi and nini birthday surprise on tue...
thank God for spending time with God on wed...
thank God for street e on thur...
thank God for youth worship...
thank God for this week,
thank God for everything,
thank God for who He is and wad He did and is doing in our life... there's many to give
thanks to the Lord, most of all,
thank God for how He love us and give his only son to die for us and give us from sin, death and hell... the love and the greatest love of all and the greatest gift too!!!=)
Amen...

Love, Peace, Joy, Faith
how amazing these word are from God...
For He who love us and give his only begotten son, Jesus Christ to us which give us the peace in our heart and that we may find joy in Him and its about our faith in Him... Walk with Him and know that He is there, for the Holy spirit tat lives in us who mould and shape us...

Life is about experience with Him, you will know once you feel it yourself... Amazing!!!
depend and surrender your life to Him and let Him rule over you...



precious prayer time and read in His word

Experience God now!!

posted by hockcai @ 8:10 AM 0 Comments

Blessed First March Bday!!!

MY LAST TEEN!!

Yah, my LAST Blessed year of teen le!! ('' ,) argg... nvm its okay, im always a child of God!! =)

Thank God for March 1st, and the bell of church will rang every 1st march 1200!! im always after the bell because it last a minutes but Thank God for this year.
My last month before going to NS, wonder how was it... im extrem lazy!! and cant exercise till now, lols
My last month to meditate on the word of God and keep praying to Him, spending my time to Him with songs of praise. Thank God for He is always there for me, My all in all and everything to me. Nobody, no one can change the fact of my heavenly father, my saviour and the holy spirit lives in me. Thank God for you, Lord for how you first LOVE and first found me...

Every year, past so fast and to see that this year is my Last Teen, Thanks for all the
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALL THE WISHES!!! Thank God for everyone(" ,) Thank God for all the surprise and gift too, Thank God for many who make this LAST TEEN BIRTHDAY SURPRISE for me!! thank you=P it was also jia wen birthday... haha=)

It all happen like this... ...
while im reading The Link, some from behide suddenly push me and blind fold me. After tat walk all the way to take bus 156 which i couldnt see a thing... along the way i was been treated badly=( haha!! den came to a place to buy drink and where we sat down to wait for others... while walking, someone wetted me and it began to rain. When i was in the void deck, something seem wrong and again, i smell extrem bad and they untie me... i saw my clothes with many things on it, like food and stuff... Thank God it was raining... i went out to wash myself and they was playing among themself... lols, there are lester, alvin, daniel, james, mei shan, cheri, patricia, bernice, abigail, aunty annie, si qian, catherine and amelia... we went to james house and i bath and changed everything and look like james... because of the yellow top and the size suit me too... it was cool=) wahaha, before i sleep from 5pm - 6pm, we are all talking and chatting... i guess i was too tired, lols very ps also... and stay till very late, jeremy and eric came around 7pm, den we watch FIREPR()()F, its was great and how blessed the show was and it was with me now... a very touching love show=) Thank God for this show!! and soon after the show was like 11pm le... it was late and we went home after tat, taking 156 home with abigail and went all the way to clementi inter change. reach there about 0018 and the last bus is 0015. Thank God the bus was still there for me only=) heehee... really enjoy myself with all of them!! Thank God for everything, its all because of Him and all this would happen!!(=
LOVE YOU, LORD AND ALL OF YOU!!

posted by hockcai @ 5:59 PM 0 Comments

Last week of Feb

Past week of fun

27 Feb 2009
Shopping for 3days to buy clothes at bugis and orchard(last day was on fri)... Vibe shopping at bj sheng shiong...

a new change in shopping, brought shoe, jacket, pant, long sleeve shirt and t-shirt=) alll cost $116. isit cheap?? haha=) Thank God, i really anyhow spent the money sia... lols=) im in love with yellow...

vibe shopping was fun and the most funniest is the person scan until 44k plus=) haha!! but we only spend overall under than 400... yupyup

after vibe shopping, was prayer before youth worship=) time run very fast... when it was still FEB and now MAR... the last youth together and we are moving to higher ground for the Lord... now wondering where should i go?? wait upon the Lord, to show me His will for me

28 Feb 2009
vibe prayer!!=) thank God for many younger one, who came and how God bless this time and how He move in prayer... and we started preparing food follow by setting up vibe, and Thank God for everything is in His control and how He blessed His vibe(= Thank God for using us, for we can serve Him, Thank God for many who came, its like many ppl... Thank god for food and everything. Without Him, there will be no Vibe!!
After tat follow by Pat birthday surprise for her=)!! it was cool, warm and special...
Thank God for wonderful Feb and it seem like counting down to NS, i left 1 month=) testing of faith, really need to depend on Him. For without Him, it will go down to nothing in me=)
Love Him!!

posted by hockcai @ 5:01 AM 0 Comments