Wednesday, February 25, 2009

butterfly

Wonder how my butterfly look like???

i love to keep caterpillar when i was young... it so cool to keep as pet after it become butterfly, i will let it go... my house there a plant which butterfly will lay their eggs there and so when it became brighter green and bigger, it catch my eye... on tue morning i saw it change from caterpillar to another stage and there 2?? so i went to spend time to cut the plant and keep this 2 which i haven give a name, into a container...

today is the second day for the darker colour of a cocoon. the first one to hatch is the green cocoon... i wonder when it will hatch and when will the plant grow?? i cutted about half of it and now it left the upper half which after the lower plant grow, i will need to cut the upper plant...

life its just like caterpillar and after knowing God and accept Him into our life, we changed to cocoon. and we sin no more after becoming butterfly... the leave is equal to sin. when it become butterfly it can choose to stop sinning...

i just love butterfly=) how does it look like?? let u know againXD

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

aiya, i wrote something long about my days and something wrong... hais=) anyway, the last part was without God all these wont happen and without God all is meaningless and mean nothing... and Thank God=)love ya!!~(",)

fishing day

Overnight Fishing



Happening man, went i saw the huge prawn tat ian caught... i nv seen such huge prawn before and i touch and feel different things that day, such as prawn, squid, big worm and sharp sharp things... haha=) the worst thing happen is getting bite during early dawn when im trying to sleep but i had the worst bite in my life... next happening thing is trying to break into private estate to use the toilet... den got caught lehx, when im inside of the toilet going out together with the one who caught me... haha=) Thank God tat nothing happen... lols, inside of the toilet is all old and rich man... so funny sia... other than tat the rest of the toilet was in the forest lor=) tat all for the happening things lor...



i learn quite abit in fishing tat time... great=) jeremy teach me how to tie hook and how to prepare rod (longer than me lehx) than cast to the sea... but no fish eat my bait... haha=) will caught one next time... fun and many things to learn...



there was quite many things to eat but hands was either dirty or busy fishing/ catching fish... one thing u cannot do is to drink water lor, otherwise u will need to find toilet... hehe=)



after the trip went to ian house to eat dinner... had duck rice, with duck, pork, fried osyter and carrot cake... lols, long time nv eat them le... really missed those food, been eating $2 rice with veg and meat... everyday same for lunch=(



after tat went home, 9plus i sleep, than 12plus i wake up, den go buy lunch and 3plus i went to sleep again den 6 wake up otherwise will be late for bs... lols... Thank God i went, bs has been a blessing to me. Thank God for the time spent with him, going through bible reading and 2months is going end le... feb is ending and im still in 2chronicles... hais...



tat all for my days and thank God for everything=) For without Him its all meaningless and all these wont happen... =)love ya and Good nitez!!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

This week been an exciting week,

It have been a long and fast week, keeping myself busy??
Things is getting inplace and tired... but it help me strengthen me each day
Seeing all things work out in God plan... How he make and create thing step by step
Watching and witnessing all happens, it just fill my heart
How even i get to know and was used by Him for im not worth for his use...
Getting love and getting to pray for many had been such a blessing to see Him work
Time is running each second by second but all i could is to wait for Him
Nothing will goes wrong in His plan... but things will goes wrong when
i go by my strength, how weak is man??
Life is about comparing but those who dun compare, God bless richly...
Often man like to compare and complain but who do tat lesser is much happier
Oh, what have we been doing?? same old things in life for tat only wat we could do??
Doing something much different each day and tat all glory go to Him...
Letting go and letting God control everything in my life,
and i need Him who strengthen me, without Him im nothing
How often man find love from?? finding happiness, finding things to fill up life or emptiness in heart?? Jesus can fill all and over shower and over flowing love...
A Love that no one can provide...
Im love by Him, yet sin is something hard to avoid and sin will keep coming unto you
For the Father who dislike sin and He make a way for everyone

I thank God for how he had teach me in His way and how he had show me
Life changes and knowing all that He had bless me and trial comes to strength me each time
Words cant cover everything
Only by your action
He did it all for us, Jesus came and die for us who save us from sin, death and hell
How often we come below Him??
Think about what Jesus had done for you?? take sometimes
Reflect upon yourself...

Friday, February 13, 2009

Interesting Life

Life had been interesting for me!!

Thank God for all that He had been and shown me...
Althought im extrem tired, im still want Thank Him,
Everything has a purpose and its all in His control=)
Yea, for all He work out... Trust and Depend in Him alone
Really had been encouraged by many and learn from many
both younger and older, for the Love of God and
How He provide a way for Him, How amazing He had done
How i wish i could listed here, but
It beyond words to list down and how everything work out
Been really Bless by Tedac who God work in his life
and how he been a blessing to many around
For indeed the youth can do greater thing for God
Amen and Thank God for that....
Haha=) im tired today in mind and strength
For i know im been bless and love by Him
Coming to bow down to Him and follow Him
The Power of Love by God, Son and Holy Spirit

Monday, February 9, 2009

Sometimes i wonder why;??

Sometimes i dont even know, if it was a spiritual attack
But when ever i have, and after i fell or failed
God will pick me up and throught His strength, He carried me
The devil would use many around me, adding and keep adding to my wound and It just hurt deep in my wound and down in my heart

Spiritual war happen around me, from another to another
After one giant, to another and keeping me tired.
Either through mouth or words, or even through action
It just keep me away from my Father in heaven

It just really tested me for my faith in the Lord, my God
It shaken me from deep inside to outside and outside all the way inside
Just keep falling and failing, it really make me afraid or fear
And making me weaker and weaker each time

He who create me, created this test for me, for i am always letting him down
He is wider than the sky, deeper than the sea, higher than the mountain
His over unending love, shower through me, carried me all the way
Only one who is about everything, is able to light the path

His love for the world, love for every single soul and pour unto me
No matter how strong i am, how firm i am, how encourage i am
I would only fail when i but forgotten about Him and i fall
For He is my strength, who lights up my path in the dark who accompany everyday

For the evil is trying to break us up and spoil the relationship with God
Even attacking me throught the ppl i know, and trying hard breaking me into pieces
Hurt came in again and everytime it happen, for the reason i do not know
Deep cut inside my heart that had to be heal and only the One and Only one

He that is with me always and is here everytime, together with me who live with me
Holy spirit is in me and face my trials and problem with me
Who pick me up when i fall, and heal my heart and strengthen me
My Heavenly Father, Son and Holy Spirit
Thank God for the love that i first gave me, and first found me before i do

Sunday, February 1, 2009

A LOVED WEEK

Week before Feb

Street E, my parnter is jessie and we had a great time withnessing many who were Christian... my heart was encouraged by how many ppl from different courtry, ppl from different age, and it was the first time i ever been to street and met so many Christian... Thank God for wonderful time and was so encourage by how ppl know about Vibe and many ppl begin to know and slowly to feel about Vibe.
A great time of debrief as well and just so wonderful how we spend our time together... Had dinner at mos burger and den know about many ppl birthday... haha=)
and realise that tml which is Friday is Seto birthday!!~ Thank God, and planned out with Cat how to give him a surprized for Him...

Friday, was late for worship and Thank God everything was in His control. Helped out in Wedding preparation and kitchen crew was having a meeting and i was super hurgry and didnt have proper meal for the whole day from wake up till i slp in Ian house and bed time story and sleeping songs to make the children sleep... haha=) after they sleep, i walk out to bath and have quiet time on Yufei bed... it was cosy and comfortable!~ i fell asleep soon...

Next morning, Jeremy called to wake me up and reach there soon before Wedding started... It was the first wedding i attended in GLCC. Have a great time of fellowership as well... Thank God for all tat He had provided and give many strength as we are tired and things go well in cleaning up. After tat went to cat house to pia nian and do seto card and Thank God for the fun and laughter we had...

Long Sunday...=X i cant wait for the time to celebrate Seto birthday and after service and children and lunch, Having a great time with the pri 1 kids and together with Luzern sing I Believe!! Lester went to wisma to repair my phone and went to starbucks for drink and went to Holland Village shopping centre and setted down in toasted coffeestall... had 2 half boiled egg and 2 ka ya bread and ice milo and busy doing card and reading the bible. While waiting for Seto to find me and we together with ileen went to buy beads and while wasting more time for surprize for Seto, we went around to see where to eat and he decided to come clementi for dinner just because of me... lols, dont tell u wat happen... lols, everything is in God control and Seeing all that God work its really for Seto and Thank God for this bro=) super funny and great dinner, great surprize, great fellowership, great smile, great sourer each other, great laughter too=O thank God for all these time and wonderful day to celebrate and enjoy together...
Really enjoyed myself, nothing else but to give Thank!!!~

Really was in love, past present and furture... A Love from Heavenly Father and Son... Thank for the First love and from everyone single one!!~ love ya too=)