Happy Blessed CNY
Happy Blessed CNY!!sometimes i wonder, what does it mean to have a CNY??
coming together as one whole family, take or give ang bao, go pia nian with orange and see each other once a year?? that all... this year to me it doesnt mean to be cny, maybe i taken less ang bao; nv pia nian, or lesser ppl??
not just all these thing, i still needed go temple with my family... this year we went to the place call dunno what but in english is recieve cai shan/~ seeing all these, is there really one?? nobody know, can feel it?? but they will make the place so grand and coloured it gold, gold doesnt mean yuan bao. its was just to collect money for themself only and everyone is there to touch it and put some money for dunno who use... as if really could make u rich, what a thinking foolish things. hais
the different from last yer and this year was my ah ma, how i wish and i could and i would spent more time with her. it was seem like it happen yesterday only... im really sad. Since young very young i was with my ah ma, under her cared when she still could walk. together with my cousin and elder sis, the four of us will play what she teaches, the card games and teaches my sis to sing... she could no longer walk but to use her stick and was weak in her leg. She went through alot of things, i wouls say she strong and she moved near my house a few years back. We even went wcp to play and eat mac. My ah ma eat mac who many ah ma would eat. Missed those time and she died last year 2008 sep... She was send to hospital and doctor said to be prepared... I went and saw her, touch her cold but warmed hand. Aunty mei ling came and she help to clean up my ah ma but i wasnt there and she say she could hear her but she didnt say after she do it, she will gone.=( crying, who knows she saved... i trust that God is in control of everything. She was gone on tue 0200 +- my mom didnt wake me up. I was angry and sad when i heard in the early morning. As far as i could, i couldnt drop a tear out of my eyes. I was there throught out the last day when we walk out to the burned place, aunty mei ling came one of the day and that day i was out. But i spent my night over there... The last night when they burn what is needed, the fire was so hugh that i could feel the heat. It was 2 or 3 story high and i tot of hell. The fear and the pain... still souldnt drop a tear. 5 days later when it was about to be burn and every one of us saw the process and i still couldnt drop a tear and very last moment when the door was about to closed to be burned. I started to cried, tear dropping down from my eyes. How i wish it didnt happen. Today everyone seem to be okay who know from the inside. My mom cry and i know she would because she was the closer to my ah ma... what i cried is i couldnt share about God love and i missed those days. I forgotten everything when the night i remember everything when i was 5-7 years old. A kind loving ah ma i have, tear just simpling dropped down. Nobody know what i gone through but God know. How blessed i have is God!~ tears
I cried the most last year and i didnt realise many things. This year, i got to move on because i cried out loud to Him and it was Him that here i am. Another wise, i am no longer here...
God is beyond time and further more, He planned out everything in its time
He make things in His control, He know everything, He is with us
He is is far greater and mighty God, who am i to seek Him
He found me before i knew Him, He heal me all my pain and suffering,
He giude me through my days, He know what is best for me,
He make me cry unto Him for the good works tat He had done, for when i sinned
He know when to knock us back when we are boosted, we go on our own, we do it on our strength and we think we could and forgotten our Almighty King of King and Lord of Lord!~ Amen
He not just know us, He know every single one who He created and He know me deep down inside my very own heart and not just knowing but he understand and he can feel and full my heart.
How blessed are you today?? life will have peace today when i placed Him in my heart and ask Him to lead me, who know my life other than my God with a relationship with Him. Its not about saying things example like sinner prayer, it must be say throught and from heart.
What a Heavenly Father i have and He gives us his Son Jesus Christ and He done it all for us, He saved us from sin, death and hell and His wound im heal
He'll be my refuge in my day of trouble, He'll be my shlter in my time of storm, He'll be my tower in the day of sorrow, He'll be your fortress in my time of war. He is my all in all.
It was the sin and we need to pay for our price but Jesus Christ, the son of God paid it all
Who am i to even hate and dislike or even jugde other when my God didnt
Who am i but a helpless sheep and it was my shepherd who cares for me. And i will care for others like He once cared for me.
I will rise up like eagle and i will soar with you, your spirit lead me on by the power of your love and as i wait, i learn, i hear, i act, i follow till i die.
I found the reason when i was young, why do i need to life and why this and that, i finally knew the answer and peace came into my heart and healed me
I was then born again, who life changed and all because of the love of God
Its not what words could be written, its about the Feeling with God, the Relationship with Him, the Heart that He see, the Love that shower down from heaven
Amen!~
four days in st john island
Thank God for st john,
Blessed outing to st john island 2009, learn alot and experience new things, new life.
Everyday do,
sleeping, playing and eating, fishing, talking, walking, cleaning, watching, and spending time with God
Others,
sun tanning, build sand castle, watching tv, taking photo
Highlight during the trip,
Thank God for two people who share with me their walk with God and i was amazed by how God work in life. Thank God for His love for me, He found me before i do, He knew me before i knew Him, He planned all things and He know my ways for He made no mistake.
I was encourage by their sharing and also by someone who encouraged me for he say that ' God make no mistake and He know best for you for there is a purpose for you.' i accept what God did for me, He know me better than i do. I got nothing to say but to acknowledge it.
Another things which encouraged me was that when you are saved?? still remember??
its not about saying the sinner prayer and knowing when you trusted the Lord. For that is not as important as you know from your heart and that you surrender your life and depend on Him day by day and follow him. A blessed hearing and encouraged by the words. I understand that because i had given my life to Him. Im still trying to follow after God own heart. Im still trying to learn and apply all the things the i know through day by day. Everyday, we need to seek Him for His words for we will be hurgry and thirsty. God who answer prayer in His perfect plan and perfect time. Thank God for the wonderful and fruitful learning experience.
God is Good, All the Time.
A lesson learn today
Something happen today
Wake up earlier than before, because
set my alarm at 09AM, then
Dreams was louder then the sound, so
I was awake at 10AM,
Baby hamsters was alone,
Scare for nothing then take them out
Are angry for dropping them, then
Feed them went 5cent bean sprout
Poor little boy was bored, and was all alone
Things must do just couldnt do, but den
I realise, im not in a mood
I went out to shop for things
The place is huge, yet i finish walking
All the shop was full with many thing, but den
Big brain cannot think, walk and walk
But dunno what to buy
At last, the shop have the things i want
Den my $50+ gone away, its oki for it is worth
I was not too hurry, i got into bus
Check out the recipe den i was wrong
Press the bell and 71cent fly away
One stop away was not long,
Walk until, i was angry
Dunno got pray along the way
Thank God my mouth was zip,
I take out and check again,
Blame me stupid for reading half way
Den i came back for nothing
Bus come liao yet i wait for another one
I then finish 1 chapter,
I was reading all the way,
Then im not a fast reader
Have my dinner and shower
Then i feed my hamster again
I was afraid when my phone rang
I saw number which i dislike
Then i dunno if im right
Pray to God and ask for help
I was worried for nothing
Then exchange for nothing
I was happy that God was there
Then i thankful to Him i own
What a day like today,
Thank God for He always here with me
I reflected upon myself,
I realise i was a clown,
Eyes without sight,
Now then i know the answer, why
Its alright for this is me,
A wise will keep the mouth shut for this is a lesson i have learn...
A fear will be removed for the Lord my God is alway with me...
Learn to use my eyes for God made me with, most important trust and depend on the Lord for He is your eyes
This Weekend
This WeekEnd!!
I'm thankful to the Lord for this week=X
Thanks God for many people, who encouraged me this week. On friday, came early to church to meet amelia den was early so went to see this see that, do this do that. When they reached, went dinner with amelia, cat, chiawen, yufei, ray and met jess and mal at adam. short time of fun and laughter after tat went back to church, cant wait for worship to start. Was chatting with the secrective hanniel and he was always early. Den i found out that nerissa could massage, she was helping aunty meiling with massage and she say pain but worth the pain=D and i just release that im late for prayer. So rush in den it was just about to pray... so i got a chair but got no faith den i gotten a much taller one. Yeaa, worship time, wad a wonderful songs we sang and sermon was about 'helping the poor' and just thank God for this sermon which on psalm 41.
Key, 1) poor of financially, society despised, sick and physically affected. You will stray; always be hurt 2) remember the poor. display his love and blessing to the poor; Jesus have the habit to give and even the disciple, what about us?? 3) Blessed are those who given abundantly.
Went over to adam for awhile was looking at giolo school handbook with joel, boyan, dom, and was chatting with james and go back to church to do some clean up. Thank God that aunty annie and i could come down on sat to start with some cleaning and was glad that she could drive me to church the next day, haha=) talk with afew people and after tat got to go supper with ian, lilis, alex, his wife to be, his cousin, james, eric, jiahao, kevin, dennis, shine, aunty annie. Forgot the name but it was great=] super yummy, james let me try some=P Aunty annie drive me back and was like so late and i sleep at about 1plus 2 den got to wake up at 7.30.
Thank God, im able to wake up. So aunty annie came to drive me and she even brought few pairs of glove from my block shop for later cleaning up. We did some clean up at the back and was super de with alot of ants. haha=D I dig out something look like ren shen at the back, and its not real. haha=) had great fun and was quite clean den i went up for prayer. The same few people who had for prayer.
2009/1/ 12, its early in the morning 0337hr and im super tired and sleepy, so i go
to be continue=)
Went to adam to buy back coconut rice with ann and james, we brought 4 total and james had sweet talk with the aunty and gave 4 ota. haha, he and his mouth=X Was in church having lunch and watching others play. Had table tennis with teresa=) Most got to leave den i join teresa and james, they are studying so i continue to read my bible, at last i finish exodus before i went for my dinner. Teresa ask me to join them for worship tml if i could sing, so she started with amazing graces. Haha=D, i couldnt sing like tat and was shock. had lemon chicken rice for dinner after tat blade home. Was quite scare to fall as im not sure on the journey. Thank God for satefy.
Battery flat and i woke up quite late, was late for first service. Went children ministry had a moive there. Thank God for the moive. After tat was chatting and having dinner with jojo and luzerne brother. Ray came and gave me a study bible, and the months of bible reading. Thank God for him, i was far behide of reading. Had a good time at swing as well with ben, was playing catching with them, long ago pastime=) they are fast and they good runners. After tat when most of the people went home, ben and i take a break in canteen and went off together to hougua. my dad wanted all to go to my ah ma, was kind of diff. So while waiting for my 2 sis to come, i meet them at mac and had a time of reading. While walking to ah ma house, met my da gu and her son. Den we reached ah ma house, saw the cage i use to keep my hamster and my cousin playing games. So i was watching tv, for hours, got to go off. My dad went to offer an joss stick to my ah gong, den was so scare for him to ask us to come to offer. But Thank God he say who want to offer come, den not a single went. Thank God that my dad didnt ask us to go. Went for dinner with family, and was serving them. First time i served them, haha=P i do not know why i did that, but just Thank God! for such a wonderful weekend.
This Week Speacial!!
Thank God for this week, highlight of the day
Thank God for a wonderful time with my Ah gong, and just thank God tat i can pass him a track and share with him but he didnt make any respone, maybe its not the right time, but just Thank God for this ah gong of mine... had a great time chatting and dinner.. haha=) i also brought a new battery, taking extra care of it. heheXD
Thank God for the time together with amelia in the afternoon, my bus fare cost quite alot, travel from place to place=( got to sit in coffee shop for 2hr plus, watching tv... haha=) den meet cat for awhile later, we went home... heard from my mom saying tat my dad lock the door, didnt really had a good relationship with him, as well as my family=( sobsob, hais
This few days been playing maple, just started dl not long ago, kind of spending my time in it... spending less time in reading bible, still trying, shall try 10 chapter in morning and night from tml onwards...
Street E!!
yeah, first street E 2009, Thank God for many who came, its a big group of 22. Thank God for those first timer=] Thank God for 2 soul!! praise God, Thank God for good start. Continue praying for first timer, as well as all who were here and pray for those who couldnt make it. Pray for the souls that we pass the track to and those we share with them. So encourage by Ray who i paired with. Thank God for him, that i learned and also reflected on myself. Continue to press on bro and Shine for Him.
lastly,
Thank God for such a loving God i had, a God who answer prayer, a loving God who give us His son, a God who stand by our side, a God who carry our burden, a God who give us peace, and tat we may find our all in all in Him. Thank God for He is always with us=) have a blessed weekend ahead! Stay close to Him
Bible Reading
yeah, i had finish reading Genesis=)
maybe its abit slow but it is not up to me to decide for it is his plan...
to me, its quite fast already. im not someone who read and can read and can tahan for so long, i need to understand while reading if not what the point of reading...
Thank God for his wisdom to understand his word
Goal is to finish before i go NS, so i have to stand firm; stay close; seek him
Jiayou, and keep on going for him=)
Meditate
My God is Near
MAKE ME KNOW YOUR PRESENCE, LORD
THE KING OF GLORY HERE
YOU KNOW EACH THOT AND ACTION, HOPE
ANXIETY AND FEAR
HOW CAN I HIDE FROM THEE?
CAN DARKNESS HIDE INIQUITY?
OH, HOW CAN I UNFAITHFUL BE,
WHEN YOU ARE VERY NEAR TO ME?
WHEN GOD IS NEAR, (WHEN GOD IS NEAR)
ALL THE WORLD SEEMS FAR AWAY
WHEN GOD IS NEAR, (WHEN GOD IS NEAR)
EVERY FEAR IS SET ASIDE
WHEN GOD IS NEAR, (WHEN GOD IS NEAR)
HOW CAN I STRAY HOW CAN I FALTER?
I''LL STAY UPON THE ALTAR
I KNOW MY GOD IS NEAR!
MAKE ME KNOW YOUR PRESENCE, LORD
WHEN I FEEL SO ALONE
YOU KNOW EACH TRIAL AND TESTING PAIN
THE HURT THAT IS 'UNKNOWN'
OH WHY CAN I NOT SEE
YOUR HAND SO FIRMLY GUIDING ME?
OH, HOW CAN I UNTRUSTING BE,
WHEN YOU ARE VERY NEAR TO ME?
WHEN GOD IS NEAR, (WHEN GOD IS NEAR)
ALL THE WORLD SEEMS FAR AWAY
WHEN GOD IS NEAR, (WHEN GOD IS NEAR)
EVERY FEAR IS SET ASIDE
WHEN GOD IS NEAR, (WHEN GOD IS NEAR)
HOW CAN I STRAY, HOW CAN I FALTER
I'LL STAY UPON THE ALTAR
I KNOW MY GOD IS NEAR!
I KNOW MY GOD IS NEAR!
"Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me and know my anxieties; And see if there is any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting"
Psalm 139:23-24
My God is Near; indeed my God is with me, He is always here
He will Love; Protect; Care; watch over us
We can cry up to our Heavenly Father who love us so much
Read up Luke 15:11-31, meditate and understand the Word of God
God bless you
Thank Giving!!
Thank God for safe journey and for the food.
I missed out on prayer on fri because im late. Thank God for the new Ministry. Im trying out for it. Join us and help out to keep God House clean. Thank God for Ian who preach on
1) Are You Ready For 2009?? Ecclesiastes 6:1-3
No risk, no reward
2) Start Well, End Better!! Ecclesiastes 7:8
it is
not how it
START but
ENDA) Start with End in mind. Ecclesiastes 7:2, 4
Mirth is joy and pleasure
Pleasure
stolen Christ
B) Be open to Rebuke Ecclesiastes 7:5-6
C) Seek wisdom from God Ecclesiastes 7:11-12, James 1:6
ask Wisdom from God
3) Dont let your crippler hold on you Ecclesiastes 7:10, John 5:6, 8-9
4) Re balanced Ecclesiastes 7:16-18
Thank God for all the Uth=D stay strong and keep close to Him, be a shining star for him and let today friday 2 Jan be the start and be ready for 2009. Praying for all the ppl i can remember and pray for me too. Let this year start well and end better.
Thank God for the ppl tat i spoke to. Thank God for the followship.
Thank God for marcus who arrange for a discussion on vibe and well guess i have to choose between dessert and serving. Been thinking for awhile and i prayed, i felt let to talk and share. Hmm, hopefully it will be a wise choice, continue praying for it.
Also praying for the new ministry to kick start and indeed by His strength and not mine.
Thank God for all those who always been faithful, continue to be faithful servant and God will bless you=) indeed he always...
Thank God that i have been reading the bible and trying to finish the bible by this year. Let God lead me way and my path and may i keep close and stay strong for the shower of love and blessing that he had given.
Thank God for the food and ray treat us for lunch. Its great. Thank God for a good time of fellowship with ray, dawn, hup guan, daniel, chris, russ and me. Thank God for the sharing from all of them. Thank God for the dessert. Its was nice but too bad my phone battery flat or else i will capture them and let u see but not taste=P Thank God for the journey home. Fall asleep soon after i got home. hehe, guess im tired.
Thank God for the dinner and my parent for the dinner outside. Its been a long time, i guess. We hardly had time for meals together just Thank God for it.
Waited for quite long, den four of us, 2 plate of rice... abit pathetic den when the first dish come den i tot only got one dish den i say so pathetic... hais=X lols, first one dunno call wad, look wired but got prawn. den the second is the fry chicken, abit salty den the last one is fry egg with duo fu... den later awhile order string ray den not very nice... hais, abit pickly anyway i just want Thank God for the food. When i start eating with rice and the dunno call wad with prawn, i tot tats all den i siad pathetic den i give thanks for the food if tats is all to eat. Just so thankful.
Hows your day too?? be please with wad you have=) and tml will be better=]
whatsoever you eat or drink, do it for the glory of God..
kind of bored
Yeah.. kind of bored today
but thank God i spent time wise enough
called up for a job
going for a job interview tml
ahh, it so fast
im not prepared
how lehx?? ask God for help lor
Yea.. today is a great time for the Lord
cant wait to go for Uth worship...
just a few hours only=) 1640hr
meeting siqian for subway and going for prayer first
tell you more if there is anything special
haha... ... haha... ...
so anyway today is also the first day of school,
how is school life?? hais, felt like visiting my school
i love my school life?? hmm do i??
pri, is kind of fun but i had alot more sadness den happiness
10 is where my sis brought me to church
12 is where i tahan for a year
13 i stop going, im lazy and parent objection
but i do like the camp
play until i fall den i scare to wash my wound
haha=) small kid ma but now no more scar
befall i go sec, having alot of =( hais
but now its over and also how the Lord show himself strong
soon, i changed abit because of Christ
not enough.. hais.. i tot it more, not to others
den i stop going le
sec, is kind of enjoying.. haha=)
enjoying the life of sec; quite playful also
and maybe not really a GOOD boi=(
but i just enjoy in lesson and cca
NPCC is my 7 year in 2009
alot of love; happiness; sadness;
hard/ easy time; scolding; punishment; many more
where can u get scolding at the mider of the night
kena fire drills and kena pumping like dunno wad
go where can kena scolded?? and im so happyXD
love the times together
this is where siqian got to know the Lord and
how we got to GLCC on the Christmas musical
i nearly couldnt make it because of CI course
great=D den i came on sun with Ms Goh
who brought me to musical
first day, im shy=P
got to know jeremy, yu fei, chia wen
hmm den i continue to come till now lor
though its not an easy life i still came across
thanks God, for changing my life
and making my life so happening=]
ite, haha
great life.. lesser saddness also not much happiness
hais, dunno 2 years just gone way like this
know alot of things see alot of things also
but good or bad, still over le
at least i know i have eternal life in heaven
with my heavenly FATHER
thank God for a million and million of thank
he have show himself strong to me
tell you more maybe next time cos im going to be late
for prayer if i still dont go down le
byye byye
Countdown to 2009
Yeah, Welcome to 2009Thank God, for guilding me the way to christine house, before i reached, i met chia wen, chai, caleb, horn sau. Or else i dunno where will i end up at. hais, just want thank God=)
After countdown, teresa, caleb, chai, daniel, wei wen, shin, sheryl and i went to blading around the area. And we went to park which like playground.. haha, it cool and fun over there, we try to learn or improve our skills.. Thank God for safety, which there are a few high and low.. none of us were injure, except minor one, but still thank God for keeping us safe..
Follow by a moive that we see, now theres more ppl like mat, josh, kevin, dennis, chang shuo, cheryl, audrey. during the moive, few were knock out, some after the moive, close their eye to relax..
Awhile later, planned to go have breakfast and we walk over to mac. Thank God for the breakfast that we have=) Tired but our eye are still wide open. As soon as we finish, those going back to church went back to christine house to rest awhile and get prepared after some gals come back.
Went on the bus, we slept on our way. Left daniel, chai, mat, chia wen, cheryl and me. Thank God for the one who didnt really fall asleep and Thank God for the journey and also we werent late.
Thank God for his strength that keep us till long. Thank God for the time of prayer, fellowship, discussion and the lunch=) wonderful time in church.. How important prayer is.. Thank God for all those who are there, Thank God for the sweet hour of pray, Thank God for one another who pray for others and Thank God for he is a prayer answering God=)
Thank God for all those who are faithful servant. Thank God for many many that he had done for us. Thank God that he bring me through shopping at far east with amelia and cat. Thank God for the food we have. Thank God for journey home as well because im very tired but still i read bible awhile before i sleep. Thank God for this day..
Thank God for a God that never fail...
