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A one added to my year and which mean a year toward an adult. A year closer to face new and more challenge. A time of trials and new problem will be face. 365 days goes fast and it has been my 6953 days on earth when I first came out of my mom womb. God gave me life and has this life wasted many days on earth. Many thoughts and many things came unto my mind which likes going to be burst soon. I feel the weight on my shoulders which make me feel over weight and will I be able to lift it up. For mine strength is not up to the standard. I fear and I always choose to avoid and did not even want to think about it. Sometimes in life, mood does change a lot and its go about quickly and not lasting. Decision made and it really regretful which cause hurt and pain. There is nothing can remove that scar away, it has remain as a mark which left to be a reminded in life. Life just went off as fast as wind blow. There is nothing you can do, not even in your control, further more not in your strength. No thing can give you peace in your heart, there is nothing you can be content. Where can I find true and lasting love? When will I feel grateful? Who can be truthful and give me everything? How hateful life was?

Someone is willing to come to earth, just to finish or complete something and especially for you. Someone does something which used all and everything with love, just to forgive you and save you from all your wicked deeds. Who is that someone? It is Christ Jesus, the Lord and our Savior. Through Him, we can have a relationship with our Heavenly Father, He make a way out for us in trial or testing our faith. He done everything and bless you everything. Felt blessed and loved? A love cannot be replaced and a love which you do not deserve it. Do you hate yourself for you can do nothing? It is finished and there is nothing you can do, not a single bit but to thank Him.

For I know, all things which are impossible but with Him are possible. You can have true love and true life in Christ. You will be contented and He is yours everything. He will light your path when its dark and His arm are far wider than the sky and His love is far deeper than the sea. There is nothing, nothing I can do. His love for me over flowed. The greatest love I had ever received and I hate myself. Restore me, O Lord.




Do not be afraid; only believe.
Mark 5:36


Yet indeed I also count all things loss for the excellence of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them as rubbish, that I may gain Christ.
Philippians 3:8


A man's heart plans his way, but the LORD directs his steps.
Proverbs 16:9


The LORD bless you and keep you; The LORD make His face shine upon you, and be gracious to you; The LORD lift up His countenance upon you, and give you peace.
Numbers 6:24-26

posted by hockcai @ 7:59 AM